Magnetic

Sometimes there are pieces that fit together in my life that create something great; other times, the picture isn't quite clear. I only see in part and not the whole picture at one time. The beauty of life is as the story unfolds.... a picture of love is painted......

As I reflect on my time with my Prudential Patt, White friends in PA, I am very grateful. Those were big steps....... and one key piece of this larger vision expanding for my life. I've had a fast paced week in the Beach Office of Prudential CA, but I'm loving every minute of it.

Loss has gifted me with a position....... another new vision unfolding. I am so fortunate to be finding connections, across the nation, with those who open their hearts to me, and share their experiences. It's as if there's a magnetic draw, one heart to another. 

The issue is a sensitive one and although I want to guard my heart in some ways, careful to protect myself from pain, I find a way to relate. It isn't in a sorrowful way but the result of turning those sorrows into a thing of beauty. 

For me, it was very difficult to say goodbye for now to my friends back home. I miss everyone so much; in the early months, it was hard to talk about without tears much like people yearn for the past. I had simply hoped I could make it here....... and still do:)

As I hear the hope in my kids' voices, I am ever energized. I somehow find a way to keep up the pace and keep pushing. I see the glorious unfolding beginning, particularly from my youngest.

Chynna is putting her coaching skills to good use at Cal State LB, working up drills for her team tonight. Her school days are long with VB following her class schedule those days, but she is where she belongs.... on the court. 

Beauty. Love. Grace. Reflection.