So, I think my daughter could be a tour guide if she needs a third career choice:) She's got lots planned for our California friend Jason and knows the ins and outs of Southern California too! Today so much was on the agenda, including some time in Hershey smile emoticon

Austin did some late night shopping, picking up a few things for me, since I'm not an early morning person. His dad used to take whoever wanted to go, and they would venture out for a half day. I went alone mid-day today and found my way around through the crowds.........

No matter what type of "recovery" program you are in, whether serious or of a lighter nature, there are always triggers to recognize. This week, this month, has contained some very high highs and lows as well, with many reminders of the past that I never ask for............

Whenever I set my sights on moving forward, even with one step or one day at a time if necessary, the smallest of obstacles can trip me up. For me, it was a text message from an old "friend" yesterday, who I did not need to hear from. In those minutes, I feel triggers to trauma......

Whether it be remembering the exact moment, place, or time you received news, or felt an ungodly emotion, they do not seem to go away. Damage has been done; but I can however, press on towards the goal to win the "race" offered to me in this life........ and enjoy doing so.

Monumental events are happening including the sale of farm machinery, equipment, and anything else collected at the Anders' Family Farm tomorrow. On one hand, it's a necessary thing that needs to occur; on the other, it is the end of an era.........

Once the items are sold off, next will go the sale of the farm and the property. This is history in the making; relationships forged, works accomplished, and memories made. As one chapter closes, another portion can open up to all involved.

Today is our new beginning.