The challenging thing about moving on is the desire to feel settled. I had the husband, family life, home together every night, kind of lifestyle. Some days I'm okay alone, others, not as much.
It feels like a push/pull, tug of war thing between my soul and my spirit. The one wants to settle; the other...... soar.

I find the desire for "security" to be one of the strongest senses but often, a suppressed one. There are dreams, desires, and destinies perhaps put off because of job, home, family, or relationship security. It's a real thing that prevents us from living and moving..........

I guess in the back of my mind I thought that perhaps by this period in time I could be married again, based on other experiences I have heard of similar to mine. I didn't really have all the logistics worked out but was more of an expectation. I had been tied to another, or maybe I'm married to an idea.............

We have another birthday to celebrate this week, my one and only daughter turning 23. We have some special things planned for tomorrow, breakfast out, and maybe tennis later on, lol:) She also gets to share her day with her baby cousin Dillan, in some very special moments.

One month in and real estate is beginning to buzz for me. Today was officially "busy", ha ha, as I signed my second Buyer's Agency form with another potential tenant! I seem to be attracting the rental business, but gotta begin somewhere. This guy was from Washington State!

I learned a bit more about septic inspections, woo hoo, and spent time in class and more meetings this week than in months. I am seeing, or at least more aware of, how amazing it is when a deal actually comes together:)
By the way, the next time you're at the White Palm, check out their glasses!

"In that day, the Lord will reach out His hand to reclaim the 'remnant'".... meaning group of survivors. Reclamation.