Sometimes we see what another person has, or their so called success, and wish we could have the same. It is easy to judge the external, and even the internal after getting to know someone. Truth is, I ask myself, am I able to do what it might take to have what I am meant to have......
Believing in myself and my abilities was probably one of the bigger issues to climb over, but being bi-coastal helped me with the process. There is something that happens when all your comforts are suddenly removed, and you are left on your own; Jordan can talk for hours on this subject.
Even when moving on is a choice I make or forced upon me, I have to be willing to view my life honestly, which is hard. For some, it seems easier to fake it, but only a measure of success will be found in the fake. I do know we would not be where we are at had I hid myself away........ it doesn't work.
Truth is written on my heart, recited in my head, and carried out in my actions. As I build my real estate career, I am dedicated to authenticity, originality, and making this business my own. I'm sure my plan will continue to evolve but for right now, I am overwhelmed with options, lol smile emoticon
After keeping my patience and several showings, I think I have finally found a new tenant for my own rental smile emoticon Juggling household items is tough, but thankfully Austin has stepped up at the right time. His schedule allows him time off when need be; not sure what things will look like in the fall during college. And we do rely heavily on sharing calendars and notes!
Jordan's job is FT plus, and Chynna flies in and out at all hours of the day. Logan is definitely on the mend, and yet unsure about playing for in the County playoffs games. First one begins tomorrow night; really hoping the guys make it through to Saturday's semis.
We are not "on the sidelines" kind of people........ so it is hard unsure emoticon
No matter what comes at you, against you, surprises you, or suddenly impresses, there is always a way if you have the will....... and know where you stand in the Divine Plan.
Falling into bed exhausted, as I do every night.....