"Making many lists and checking them two and three times, lol. I am so behind for this season; it seems like "life" just preoccupies my time mostly. I am counting down the days to the holiday which will be extra special this year.......... adding a few more special people into our lives"
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"Seeing trauma and loss on a large scale in the City of Light is heart breaking. Sudden changes in life where you don't get to say goodbye, and your loved one somehow moves on without you, has fast become a feeling that cannot be ignored in this life. It makes me angry......"
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The beautiful thing with life is the gift of choice, in most things. I say this a bit "tongue in cheek", knowing the trials and tests I have walked through. But I believe with all sincerity. I have a choice to give or to take.
During this time of returning to our home for the holiday, I felt the positive effects of the choices I have been making....... and it was good. Even though daily I am challenged in areas that may lead to more change, I trust my vulnerability will lead me to victory........
While home, Logan was the lightest I have seen him in months; competition in every area in life in LA makes one very weary. And I do mean every area........ Good friends bring out the best in each other.... and want the best FOR one another.
Austin felt refreshed as well in his short time home; I can see what makes him thrive. On the way to Philly airport, he received a call with a job offer starting Tuesday:) He also has another interview set up for Monday at another local eatery. Making a move creates motion in life............
We get to have Jordan here another night as his flight back to SFO was delayed for more than 3 hours due to "high winds." I think something was telling him to "stay......" and will work for the best:) He'll be here until the 1st of December.......
As for me, I had several appointments to take care of, as well as business to do while home. Doing what is best for my family and myself is my utmost priority. I know I am ready to be "happy." I have quite a bit of thinking to do, as I face the potential of two choices to make, two paths to take that will affect all of us............
"Signal Fire" by Snow Patrol.