Since life was abruptly halted and so insanely interrupted 3 years ago, I have adopted a new mindset. No longer do I put off for tomorrow what I think needs to be done today.........

Not everyone understands my mentality, even my kids, especially when there seems to be no apparent urgency. It doesn't matter what it is, I have felt the need to be ahead of the game and as prepared as possible. This at times, requires tough choices.

I guess this is part of how trauma has impacted me. Never put something, or someone, off...... and perhaps why I have tried to freely share with people what they mean to me. If I care, there is very little I will not do to help......... or make things happen. There is always a way..........

I have never been one to linger over loss or be somewhere when an "anointing" or blessing leaves. In the last few months, my belief has been confirmed. There are times of testing of my obedience and flexibility, and this is one of those times. Obedience opens up opportunity.............

As a single mom now, the challenge is to determine what is a good decision and go with it. I have a good guy in John, supporting me, and allowing me to talk things out and from there, my choices are made. After 18 months in SoCal, I've made a decision..................

We are coming home.

"Walk on, Walk on, What you got, they can't steal it
No they can't even feel it
Walk on, Walk on, Stay safe tonight
You're packing a suitcase for a place, None of us has been
A place that has to be believed to be seen" U2