Whew, these first two months of the year have definitely been exploding. I know I am not alone in my assessment...... I went into the year expecting it and it's come on a variety of fronts. The question remains is how well do I deal with the chaos........
As I shared with you in recent years, I felt I had been given "signs", in preparation for the passing. Even though indistinguishable and obscure at the time, I knew there was an awareness about me. When the news came, I was shocked but the setting was surreal.
I know countless times in life, many experience these moments and have no inclination as to what it means or where it comes from. We shrug it off as if it doesn't matter and go on about our business. I however, tune in to what the Spirit is saying in these moments.....
To find one in whom I have met my spiritual match....... profound. I've known and believed there could be a connection such as this, but was unaware of the testing that is placed on a relationship as a result. Destiny awaits.........
In many ways, life is moving so fast I can hardly comprehend it right now. I know I've used the phrase "acceleration" before; however, this is all out full movement. It is quite crazy, but I believe it is for a time, and in the right season, the preparation I am in will pay off.
On my plate, I have personal rental showings, lots of real estate business, learning volleyball behind the scenes, and that's just the business side of life. The kids all have growing and maturing they are doing in a multitude of ways. We have been through the fire together, in recent weeks, but refinement is happening...... AGAIN.
When you wonder if you can handle something in life, even the simplest of tasks, realize you can do and BE even more than you ever imagined. There may be some pain in the process, but you will make it through and be better.
It is always about your future, even when you think you have very little to look forward to. You may not understand how big it is or great it may be, but there is One who does.
Nite and Love.