As I was pondering the pressures faced and challenges taken in the last few weeks, I found myself asking God why. I know there are multitudes of you who feel as if this year has just "exploded" as I have said. Question is, how do we handle these times in our lives.........

I cannot state enough, in these times of so many transitions, that we embrace and live life to the fullest. Appreciate the moments, but don't obsess over them. Our time is not in our hands. Don't be a fool.

Dating in middle age has been more of a challenge than I ever anticipated, and many can attest if you've taken the trip. Such innocence is fleeting unless protected; real life issues are faced daily and plans developed. My strength is called upon more than I could ever imagine.

I came to a local stop sign today, thinking about the countless ways I have been changed, and will continue. As I pondered taking up a "pulpit" and getting ordained for our impending wedding, I noticed the car across the road from. The front left side was missing. This car looked like a transformer. And then it clicked......

Transformation. I/we continue to be transformed...... and i am speaking on many levels now. It was a visual image of the work underway.

Even if I feel I cannot go another mile or take another step, I will make myself. I know the pains are temporary; the transformation underway is a
systemic change - in mind, heart, thoughts, and the soul of a nation.
This is happening in order for true restoration to manifest.......

Without it, I only receive a measure and I want the mother load.

Reward is on the way. Take it.