Wow, I've been saying something needs to change and here again, I am kind of forced to face change.

I've had a knot in my back for two weeks, but because I can't gauge how bad stuff is anymore, I pushed through it. This morning, my body pushed back. I couldn't get out of bed.

Without boring you with the details, I ended up going to the ER with Austin, who happens to be home on spring break. He stayed calm, as did I, trusting it was a muscle issue. After x-rays and consultations, it was determined I had a muscle spasm, which has never ever happened before.

Oh, and it is stress induced. There's a shocker. I cannot gauge my limits, unless they are set for me, from a higher power......

I know this setback will set me up to make some decisions that I kind of have been carrying for about 2 weeks, or 2 months. I believe I am given options all the time, to hear, decipher, and understand what the will of God is, without being rash or impetuous. It takes time......

But when that time comes to act, I will do so with fierce faith. I have endured some difficult times these last few months, and only a few have known the details. I know what I want but getting there is another thing. Perhaps this is meant to push me along in that process.....

I truly appreciate all the well wishes and prayers; while I was waiting, Austin was snap-chatting his friends, who made sure I knew they cared. It was awesome. I like social media.

Not sure what the week looks like or what I will be up for, but slowing down may be part of His plan to get me moving in the right direction.....