I am in real estate which encompasses land, homes, properties. I was in it deep, when my husband was alive and I continue on..... now on my own, in a brand new capacity. What and who I began this journey with has now passed on and I am here.
I had known my home needed spring cleaning desperately but I could devote no time to getting it done. Until now. Until life turned a bit upside down again..... in order to get my house in order. I have chosen to see this as an opportunity to take control of my time.....
You see, for so many, many months I have had my time dictated to me by outside sources, inside demands, and everything pulling on me. I am sure many of you can understand from your own experience; however, I would tell you to times that by 100 when scrutinizing the life of a widow.
Finding ways to earn an income is tough enough; add in the fact that my boys need college financing or that may not happen. and I need to find health insurance coverage for my youngest again because of his age. Real world stuff.
Perhaps because I KNOW i have experienced the grace of God in real and tangible ways, I so freely hand it out. I am not stingy with grace. I have a grasp on what grace can do...... more than the average person and I want to share it....... life changing.
I was so glad to be able to do something domestic again, such as rearranging pictures, washing my curtains, and cleaning windows. Something I used to do....... that was "normal life" and nothing to take for granted now. I love my house, my home, and what we have built........ together.
You will be hearing in the coming days the ways I am being called to new levels of faith.... to be stretched again...... to rise to new occasions.
A higher level of acceptance, assurance, and His divine love and care.
My story continues.........