Transition. A passage of time; a change in energy level, a movement or connection. Finally, a period of time in labor prior to the delivery or birth of new life. Each of these indescribable moments in time, easy or difficult, are meant to produce meaning, from the evolution of emotion.

In the past 3 years I went from feeling somewhat settled in life, into this transitory time, undergoing physical, emotional, and mental change at an exponential rate. I don't know quite where I'll end up, but I know it will be better than the place I began.........

My kids are impressed I am actually working out on my own, after making the mental shift over the summer that I am worth it. As I look at each of them, I am continually challenged by who they are and how they have been untouched by this idea of "image" in the land of vanity and insanity...

Jordan and I continue to connect on deeper levels as we dare to dream of expanding my blog and network of resources to help others......... He now has the knowledge, having lived in SF 18 months, to enable our growth on the web. As for me, my commitment remains firm. It is the time to write.

Perhaps it makes no sense to let go of a position at a realty firm which paid a little, but every little bit helps, right? As a widow and single woman, I need everything I can get. However, I came to the point where my faith was becoming futile....... I have to take action and answer the call on a greater level, and trusting for a financial overflow........

Tomorrow, a fresh focus.