It may appear to many that I make rash decisions or determinations for the present and future; but it's actually with a lot of contemplation and reflection that my choices are made. I don't, however, fear failure or allow that to prevent me from making new moves. Life is too short...........

"Giving up doesn't mean you're a quitter, it just means whatever you're fighting for is no longer worth the fight." (Macklemore)

Perhaps facing death has taught me more quickly whether or not a person, place, or thing is worth fighting for. After all, I can't do the work for anyone else or stand alongside cheering and caring forever. Any move that is made, or change that occurs has to be a personal choice........

I am less tolerant than I ever used to be, unless I'm connected to kids here and/or choose to be kind to others. Then.... that's a different story:) Logan and two VB friends met to sell Christmas trees to the community as a fundraiser for their HS team, in the 75+ degree weather. That's a feat.

It's nice to be introduced to some really nice guys, who I prefer to hang with more than adults:) I don't mind playing chauffeur for this very reason. Each sold their quota, with only a few doors slammed in their faces. "Where Is The Love?" Black Eyed Peas

Funny how, in this culture obsessed with staying young, I feel like society ages those here; kids and adults included. No one can just "be still" because of constant competition and the costs of living. I am fighting to remain "youthful" and all of us, "innocent."

The days of playing in the yard, hanging with friends, or hosting family for events are cherished memories we have, and want to make more of..................

October has been outrageous. More to come.