Comforts.

Another Rockstar practice for Logan and team, while I covered for a coworker at Prudential HB today. One day seems like another when the weather is consistent. I had a few agents seriously thinking it was a Monday, when they came in and saw me:)

Heading to Houston on Tuesday, July 1, and we are excited; great parents and teammates, and a whole new start. Hoping to catch some East Coast friends while there too:) Last summer we were scouting out Southern California at this time.......

As Chynna's time home wraps up, she spent time going through items in storage in our attic. As she prepares donation piles, there are things I can part with and others that can wait. I found myself saying, "I want to take some of my past into my future"..........

Just here with the essentials, no comforts and I guess it's time to buy duct tape after Austin told me his air mattress has a hole in it. He put air in it tonight and found a leak,; he's woken up the past few days to find himself on the floor. I had to laugh.

Jordan finally has a bed of his own, after being in San Fran over a year:) Hoping he's not moving anytime soon..... things you take for granted....

After moving out of our old apt. and being put through a form of purgatory for ten months, I received good news. Our old apt. has rented by July 1! The right opportunity, at the right time came along, and I trusted everything would work.

Even though for two weeks I was baited into one battle after another, I resisted. I am putting this all behind me....... and super excited to do so. Something new is beginning...... Resources will come from a new source I trust. None of this move has been "comforting". We all have felt it.

For a while, my soul searched for comfort and there's a certain level we all need. I provide it for the kids; they give it back to me when needed. However, when there is a calling, there is not always comfort.

Empowered.

I guess moving out of my comfort zone, literally and figuratively, has brought me to this place of evaluating who I am going to be. I know I've said it before, but there are many layers that have been stripped off of me....... and more peeling away.

Had I stayed in the same place, this unveiling would not be happening, at least not in the accelerated way I'm experiencing. As Chynna shared pictures from up to 6 years ago, I am astounded but the kids even more so. I am not the same person. So weird.....

I needed Chynna to give my Ford Escape a jump this morning because it wouldn't start. I made it to work, changed afternoon plans and headed home to meet a AAA technician who came to diagnose my car battery. The highlight of the day was being mistaken for a college student, lol:)

I made a "new friend" in the driver, who later gave me his "real name" and number because he knew we're new to the area. He's married, so no worries:) Thankfully, it was only the battery and nothing more; got a new one and all fixed up again.

Lots of really personal things happening in my heart...... and the "dead battery" is kind of a picture of a new "power" I need to proceed. I've been running on enough to keep me going, but it's time to be fully charged and functional. It turns out, I needed my daughter's help yet again.......

She's flying back East tomorrow and we are super excited for her:) It'll be the longest we've been separated since I arrived here October 1. I know this trip will invigorate her, and she will bring that great energy back to us:)
I hope many of you can say hi to her at the Rumble!

It won't be long now...... goodnight.