“Today I reflect. Reflection is a part of my natural gifting, never wanting to miss the movements of heaven in my life over the years, as well as acknowledging the moments of challenge and chaos, and growth in these times.”
Read moreChange. Change. Change.
Change. Change. Change. These are the words uttered to me by a close prophetic friend in the Fall of 2020, after investing in one of the biggest undertakings of my life, with my newfound husband/partner. These words flowed from her lips as we literally found coins scattered about in the soil of the farm.
Read moreReckless Love
"Twelve years ago....... on this day, in my 5th month of pregnancy, I gave birth to a son, Caden Trevor, who was unable to sustain life. He became the third child I lost to what is known as a "miscarriage." This term miscarriage by definition is "an unsuccessful outcome of something planned". Hmmm, how about that?"
Read moreRemembering.
11.4.11
"The day that changed me, my life, and my family…… Forever.
Like waves of an ocean, emotions, abuses, relationships, changes, and transitions would come and go causing sands to shift, my footing to shake. Through my faith in a forever loving Lord, I have been able to keep my foundation……. Firm."
Read moreLove Set Free
"Thanking God today for the option of resurrection...... in after witnessing "death" in multiple ways over my lifetime, I can confidently say new life is available to us at any given time. Fortunately, these chances do not depend on whether I am "good enough" or my behavior warrants the benefits of "grace", but simply because........... of a sacrificial love.
Read moreBelieving for Abundance
"While living in L.A., where there is sunshine everyday, I began to realize I missed the seasonal changes that are noticeable on the East Coast. For most days, the climate did not change while residing in the west; the days were beautiful and warm. I never did tire of the sun....... but I longed for the seasons. Every day was the same.
Read moreHappy from Heartache
"I have been asked by inquisitive minds, who have wondered how I have endured such hardship, losses, and trials over the course of my life. From the issues of abandonment to accusations, losses of loves and ever evolving relationships, much is required from those who have been given much. It is a Biblical principle one cannot get away from.
Read moreSeeds
"Trust: Difficult to establish, yet so easily undone by a word, phrase, or action that plants a seed of doubt, or several. One seed, when watered and lit, will grow; Before you know it, roots establish themselves in truth or a lie, and spread........ and only a "firm grasp on reality or the divine" can pull out what has been planted.
Read moreAccept the Unacceptable
"Coming to terms with things that happen in life is probably one of the toughest transitions I have had to continually make. Perhaps because most time, it means my desires are not considered; my will in matters is mute.
Read moreAccusations bring Determination
"I have had quite a few years in my journey of faith, and I use that term specifically, because faith is not religion. The more freedom I have found in my life, the closer I am to understanding what faith is meant to look like. I have found that an adverse effect of finding freedom is that it can offend and frighten those who choose to live with the need to control, much like the religious did in ancient days.
Read moreA Quest for Rest
"Over the course of my life and in my younger days, I began to notice cycles and patterns beginning to surface after I married. There was unidentified pain I felt and I did not know why. I was told the first year of marriage can be challenging, so I chalked it up to that. However, issues and emotions I struggled with had roots that went deep down.....
Read morePossess Your Pain
"I remember many years ago I returned home from the hospital, after suffering a horrendous loss. In the 5th month of an unplanned pregnancy of our 5th child, I suffered a miscarriage. After delivering this tiny, perfect human, my blood pressure drastically dropped and frankly, I was close to death from internal bleeding. It seems incomprehensible to me.......
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