"Thanks everyone for your support and thoughts. When an incident such as hitting a deer or any other type of car issues become magnified without a father in the picture......... I have a meltdown. Austin is fine thankfully, and crazy thing is, the car is up and running again."
Read moreMatters of the heart.
"Making many lists and checking them two and three times, lol. I am so behind for this season; it seems like "life" just preoccupies my time mostly. I am counting down the days to the holiday which will be extra special this year.......... adding a few more special people into our lives"
Read moreHumble beginnings.
"So somehow the lights on my porch are half out since putting them up on Sunday. They were all working at one point, but suddenly one dims and more follow.... and so this parallels life. I may burn bright one day and all is well, then gradually the elements wear on me, and light may fade......."
Read moreNew resources.
"On our travels East from the West Coast, we stopped at a few major landmarks along the way. Since 2004 when the kids' dad was alive, we seem to develop a love for our National Parks. I encourage anyone who can to visit our national "treasures"."
Read moreOpening the eyes of my heart.
"Wow, almost when I least expect it, on any given day, there is an opportunity for recovery. What begins as a "normal" day ends in a time of talking, tears, sharing, and praying to further our growing from grief process. I never would have known the path.........."
Read moreFueling the passion.
"No matter how I try to help, convince, equip, or encourage; it takes that person valuing themselves in order to appreciate life and all it has to offer."
Read moreEnding an era.
"No matter what type of "recovery" program you are in, whether serious or of a lighter nature, there are always triggers to recognize. This week, this month, has contained some very high highs and lows as well, with many reminders of the past that I never ask for............"
Read moreA heart surrendered.
"I believe for many people, holidays and special occasions are times for reflection and evaluation of life, and everything that has taken place from one season to the next. For me, I value the opportunity to be aware on a daily basis......and time after time....... I am touched deeply."
Read morePushing beyond the limits.
"Life can take sudden turns as I know so well, and since a specific seasons in time this Fall, the suddenly is turning into the supernatural. I know I have eyes to see what is happening and a soul that absorbs it; for me, I can never ignore the good, the bad, and the ugly. It's my choice."
Read moreReady for recovery.
"For many years, I found myself hoping I could have a connection with my spouse that I had always longed for....... Losses sustained over the 25 years, even during our process of "building" a life together, can catch up. And they did........ it does take two willing parties to advance."
Read moreGrowing the future.
"When you really think about it, there is so much crap that we are continually fed, whether in our communities, culture, and even local clicks, it can be tough to figure out the truth. I have found however, as I avail myself to seeing the truth, it does seem to find me.......I thank God for it."
Read moreTrauma and Triggers
"Seeing trauma and loss on a large scale in the City of Light is heart breaking. Sudden changes in life where you don't get to say goodbye, and your loved one somehow moves on without you, has fast become a feeling that cannot be ignored in this life. It makes me angry......"
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